..A World of Nonsense..

Half your,um,RECOLLECTIONS are either false or twisted.
Your statements of perpetuated 'fact' are your own biased opinions.
Those people who I don't know on my MSN contact list, are ones who added me in mass convos.
You try to help to make YOUR sitation perfect on your side. If you really want me to prove it, I will post on the psychology on it. Beware, you might not even be able to understand it, not that you will even want to. After all, no one likes seeing/hearing/knowing things against them.
I never whacked anyone. YOU guys whacked me first, then jeevan, then ram. Coz YOU thought it was COOL to diss people.Strangely, when one person was whacked, the other two were ur good friends.I followed you around only cos we're going back to the same CLASS. I didn't follow you guys anywhere else. Down to recess, yes perhaps, to play soccer, but I soon joined the China Team, pardon the racism.

Harord is in the Hindi Dictionary( I admit im not sure if it is in ALL hindi dictionaries..), and I've heard people say it on Interviews in India.
If anyone ever hid their face, it ...well no one ever did. Maybe Jude and all, but that's not related anyhow.
You tell me, that kind of information is not exactly accurate coming from one person. Show me definitive proof. It it's true, well I was never surprised and I don't expect I will be.
No one ever helped me gain popularity.
Rather, I can introduce you to 50+ non-adults alone who will vouch for me against you, if they will even want to bother talking to you. That's more than your new club can ever hope to have.
There is nothing in this world to be shameful of. Not even Murder,rape,destruction. For everything has it's plausible side. We shall see who is the so-called idiot.

Labels: P.S. Anyone heard of New Uterus Suckers' High School?

Adi added to the nonsense at 5:32 AM

It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time,
When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to lose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know

Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:53 AM

I

G

I

V

E

U

P

.

Don't.........even...............try.

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:20 AM

Create your own Friend Test here

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:03 AM

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Cant find a good reason
Cant find hope to believe in

Drop dead a bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You cant change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation
Three times I see no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction

So tell me what would you say
Id say its time (to listen)

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Cant find a good reason
Cant find hope to believe in

Ignorance and understanding
Were the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But whos left? to start the pleading
How far will we take this
Its not hard to see through the sickness

So tell me what would you say
Id say its time (to listen)

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Cant find a good reason
Cant find hope to believe in

This cant last forever
Time wont make things better
I feel so alone
Cant help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless
Tell me: so

What have we done
Were in a war that cant be won
This cant be real
I dont know what to feel

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Cant find a good reason
Cant find hope to believe in

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Cant find a good reason
Cant find hope to believe in

Adi added to the nonsense at 3:47 AM

Blood Red.

It's almost real.

I'm being shunned everywhere I go.

It's like I'm the one they love to hate.

It's overcast now.

Wish the rain will wash it all away,

and give me one more chance

to be Somebody in this world.

I'm blinded by the cold rejections

What do I do wrong?

What is it that isn't right?

I'm not even sure if there are answers to be provided...

Burning down Neverland
Scatter the ashes white lines
Black tar the matches
Is this another death by misadventure?
Tell me what you got
What you really got
We'll rest in our graves
Lexington course your veins
Sleepers can’t just wake the dead
When needles and lovers
Collapse on guilty beds.
Fall asleep
Don't fall asleep
They lied when they said
The good die young
Stay with me tonight
Burning down bridges now
Scatter the ashes
Godspeed to all your after
Is this a life left just to remember?
Tell them who you were
Who you really were
Kill yourself slowly over time
Fashion statement suicide
She's still asleep in a Chelsea hotel
Bad turns to worse
And the worst turns into hell
Fall asleep
Don't fall asleep
God save the eyes that dim tonight
They lied when they said
The good die young
Stay with me tonight

Adi added to the nonsense at 11:42 PM

Uh uh oh oh oh
Uh uh oh oh oh
Hey man.
Tell me what were you thinking
What the hell were you saying?
Oh come on now,
Stop! and think about it.
Hey now,
maybe you should just listen,
maybe you should stop talking for a second.
Shut up, listen to me.

[CHORUS:]
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

Uh uh oh oh oh
Uh uh oh oh oh

Hey bro,
I'm just tryin' to let you know,
you really think that you're special,
oh come on now,
I've seen so much better,
hey there,
did you actually think that I cared?

Don't know if you want to go there,
oh come on now,
keep on, keep on dreaming.

[CHORUS:]
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

If you,
want to,
be my,
uh uh oh,
you know,
you can't,
play games,
and you know what I mean,
sorry,
but you don't,
get my,
my-y-y-y,
I'm gone,
you're still,
dreaming,
about me,
over and over and over and over and over again.

[CHORUS:]
You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

You're so obvious,
you're so oblivious,
and now you wonder why,
you're the one alone.
So don't apologize,
you don't even realize,
you screwed it up this time
now you're the one alone

Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Uh uh Oh oh oh
Alone.

Adi added to the nonsense at 9:34 PM

What Your Favorite Color Blue Says About You:

Emotional --- Affected --- Sensitive
Peaceful --- Tranquil --- Connected
Spiritual --- Experimental --- Deep

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

Adi added to the nonsense at 9:34 PM

SYF : 20/4
Results : Anglo - Chinese School ( Independent ) Philharmonic Orchestra

Gold With Honours !

Dunman Sec : Bronze
Raffles Institution : Gold With Honours(DAMN)
St. Nicholas's Girl's School : Gold With Honours
Hwa Chong Institution : Gold (HAHA)

ok I don't really know the other results, cos I had to help bring the percussion instruments back.

but still, this is better than the last SYF (Gold)

AND this year's standard is supposed to be on par with the international one, so.......yeah u get it.

Congratulations to all who have participated in SYF so far
and
All the best to those yet to participate.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Adi added to the nonsense at 1:15 AM

I realized today.

I

Do

Not

Know

The

Meaning

Of

Stage

Fright!

I mean, I am not in the least fearful of being on stage for whatever reason, in front of any number of people. It's almost like the audience isn't there at all. So blissful.......Chamber performance was really good today! but I think we really need to fix our rushing problem with the Torero.

Today B Div Cricket won ACS( I )'s 3rd Gold this year, the Tennis B and C Divisions being first and second ones respectively. In the opinion of the A Div players, and mine too, we didn't deserve to win. We continued from where the matched had been washed out last Monday, with us being 141/5 in 25 overs. So we went in to bat the remaining 10 overs. We got bowled out for 160! Arindam got a Golden Duck. OMG total catastrophe. And Victoria played so much better. they were like 89/4, then came Karan Miglani! *epic orchestra music in background* He took 4 wickets again, I think. that includes run-outs. They were down to 143/8. All Set For A Very, Very Nailbiting Finish.
147/8. They hit a four. Shit.
149/8. Wide plus single. Oh nos.
149/9. YEAH BOWLED'IM!
150/9. C'mon almost there.
151/9 stupid extra.
151/10. Brilliant throw and the keeper (Korak) dives onto the stumps as though his life depended on it. Leg Umpire gives decision:...........................................................................................................................
................................OUT!!!!!!

BALLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*insert random euphoric expletive here*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ACS( I ) IS B DIV CHAMPION SECOND YEAR RUNNING!!!!

Man of the Match: Timothy Rushdil Singham (3.5 I think) for his excellent captaincy, hard fought for 43, and two crucial wickets.

C Div just completely totally comprehensively St.Andrews by 10 wickets.
St.Andrews: 29/10. 10.4 overs(muahahaha)
ACS( I ): 30/0. 4.3 overs(could have been less)

According to our coach, the current C Div team is much better than ones in previous years. Whollistically that is. YEAH!

Adi added to the nonsense at 5:24 AM

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen
Or lend a shoulder to cry on
You're there through thick and thin
Many people consider you their "best friend"!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Adi added to the nonsense at 2:58 AM

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.
And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

That is ONE of my purposes in life, however people hate me for doing it. I Live To Serve, live to serve, that is my mantra.

What makes me happiest is making others happy.

If someone I know is down or sad, I share it. if he/she is happy and high, then im really happy.

All the people in the world who live to serve, do it voluntarily.

Just like me.

I can't stand being of no use to people. It frustrates me like nothing else.

We are the downtrodden, the castaways, the ones not worth looking twice at.

The world doesn't appreciate us.

We only have one another.

So, world, what are you gonna do without us?

when we decide we've had enough with all the oppressive treatment?

do you know what struggles we face daily, the likes of which you'll never face in your entire life?

do you know why we don't do anything about what you do to us?

because.

it's our duty.

we do ours.

I don't think you ever do yours.

So start thinking about it.

Before the underdogs rise to throw down the mighty giants

to reclaim what was rightfully theirs.

You,

World,

Have

Been

Warned.

Why does nothing ever want to go right for us?
Why do we have to force everything so the blow is minimal?
W
H
Y
?
God Help Us.

Adi added to the nonsense at 2:37 AM

Your Birthdate: August 31

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good.
You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship.
In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing.
Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you.

Your strength: Your dependability

Your weakness: You hate being alone

Your power color: Midnight blue

Your power symbol: Shell

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:30 AM

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.

Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:28 AM

You Don't Hold a Grudge

You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you.
Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:19 AM

Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP)

Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open.

Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 5% of all men.
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:17 AM

अभी सब को दिखा दो, हिंदी मेह ब्लोग करना सब से अलग है । इश्कलाम जिंदाबाद ! यह तो बहुत से सरल है। चलो अब हम सब हिंदी में लिखों, तो और कोई पर्डा नही सकेगा। यह एक आवश्यक आविष्कार किया गया हैं। WOOHOO!

Adi added to the nonsense at 12:31 AM

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
its all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today...

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think your special
But I know and I know and I know and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

( So Shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down
(Shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
don't tell me who i should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't want to waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
You won't bring me down
Bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
You won't bring me
Shut up, shut up, shut up!

Adi added to the nonsense at 5:21 AM

Never Date a Pisces

Sensitive, emotional, and unrealistically romantic - you are destined to break Pisces heart.
Don't get fooled by a charming Pisces. They'll be clinging to you by the end of the first date!

Instead try dating: Aries, Leo, Libra, or Aquarius

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:58 AM

Exactly what i always detested the thought of.

I always thought being emo was something to look down upon.

Now it's hit me, as well as quite a few of my friends.

And it's not just today. This whole year.

Everytime, I'm thoroughly confused about what I'm actually thinking about.

There are so many different things.

I thought I was strong.

I survived the worst through Year 1.

I thought it would fade away with time....

Now I see that over December I've weakened in mental resolve, physical stamina.

AND now I think i'm having hair loss.

"HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME!"

"And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away"

"I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread"

"So I try to hold

onto a time when, nothing mattered"

Talk about FRUSTRATING.

I'm kinda having Voices now. Never thought I'd have to face them.

But it's not that bad.

At least, not yet.

Drowner just keeps trying to amplify what people keep saying to/about me until I lose it.

Steadfast tries it's best to keep me sane, but it can only do so much by itself.

Irony, that up to now, I've been helping people with this same problem.

So where are you all now?

When it's time to fulfill the IOU?

Tomorrow's the opening match for C Div Cricket. Versus St.Patrick's.

I don't expect much of a problem there, but if I get sent in to bat,

I just KNOW, that I'll get out lamely, cos' the two Voices will be occupying my head in its entirety.

So... It's kinda too late now to stop that from happening, but it doesn't matter.

"I'm a nightmare, a disaster,

It's what they always say

I'm a lost cause, not a hero

But i'll make it on my own.

I've got to prove them wrong

They'll never bring me down

I'll never fall in line

I'll make it on my own

Me against the world"

.

Labels: bitterly seen through with a smile

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:53 AM

The long weekend ends tomorrow.
Not to say that I regret it; I’ve been kind of bored today.
Even though yesterday I had my piano lesson in the morning, then after that I did all my homework, went for SYF Rehearsal, a lecture on Hinduism, then some 6 or 7 year olds’ birthday party.

Y’know, at the party........while I and korak were eating, I thought about something.

How should I handle my social life/relationships now?

Because, about 5 of my close friends (girls), recently started having emotional/mental/physical problems of their own, and whenever I’ve tried talking to them, sometimes they sound unstable, sometimes falsely cheerful, sometimes really depressed, sometimes irritable, and so on. I won’t name them for their sakes, of course.

Of course, I keep trying to encourage them and praise them, to the best of my ability, coupled with a dosage of my uber-lame jokes. Yet I don’t even know if they appreciate the effort. I try to understand what they are going through, because I DO know them for some time already, so I know a bit about them. Sometimes, the situations are really difficult and uncomfortable, and at these times, I really run out of solutions for them, because.... I just do. One of them tells me stuff most of her friends don’t know about, because she says I’m the most trustable person she knows, and also that for girls, guys are much more trustable friends. I really can’t agree with that, for I know some guys who really couldn’t care less about their secrets.
To them: Hey, I’m really sorry. I know you think I can really help you at these times, but it takes a toll on me too, you see. I really care for all of you, and there’s very little I wouldn’t do for your sakes. However, when you talk to me about these things, please DO try to listen to what I tell you. It would make things a lot easier, yeah? And I can’t be there for you all the time, you should know. Maybe, if you are really stressed by all the turmoil, please go ahead and shout, insult or abuse me. Don’t feel guilty about it. Just believe it’s my fault for whatever has happened. Don’t worry for me, it just......can’t hurt me anymore. I’ve suffered that much. Hope it helps you all.

P.S. I think I’ll just give up on some things. I’m not talking about my musical ambition. No, don’t try to stop me. One of you already knows what I’m talking about. I let it out to you yesterday evening. And I went offline before you could do anything.

Labels: this post has exactly 444 words...

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:44 AM

woohoos.this is my 50th post.somehow it doesn't feel very exciting...........

so i'm posting about how sec 1 was for me, last year.

It all started off, with being introduced to Michael, Matthew and Peter, when we were lining up for the first time. Mdm Woon made us shake hands with people our height(bias!), and they were more or less the same height as me. Later in the week, we had class committee elections. I waved my hand and said Vote for me!...no one actually realized that I was joking, since we all didn't really know each other yet. So I got voted as Chairman. Well I won't say I didn't entirely not want it, but the 6 months at the job that followed pretty much turned my new school life upside down. Not that I couldn't take it.

They all thought they could crush me, turn me to pulp. Make me hate myself, make me resign in fear and submission. But I wouldn't do it. To show them it takes more than that to deter me when i'm given a job to do.

And all I ever did was do my best NOT to let them play games on their Tablet PC's in class. Cmon guys, looking back, at least 10 of you don't play anymore, save Marvel vs Capcom haha. Look me in the eye and tell me what I tried to do was wrong, because that's what you all always tried to make me see. And add to that that I did my best not to shout at the class to keep quiet. That was because, I expected you all to KNOW, when to keep quiet, and perhaps, when not to. Sadly, I didn't keep my job to see it happen. Not that I hold any grudges any longer.

P.S. YeAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sapphire is PEPS Sports Day Champion House FOR THE....erm....how many-eth time again? well at any rate, for a long time. Go Sapphire! sorry to all ex-peps people I couldn't make it. I had MEP and Cricket,so yeah.

Adi added to the nonsense at 8:50 PM

Edit: Here is the schedule for ACS Festival of Arts:|

Drama: Fri & Sat(27,28 July) 7.30pm both days.
Choir, Chinese Performing Arts Club, Guitar Orchestra: Fri 3 Aug : 7.30pm.
Symphonic Band:Sat 4 aug: 7.30pm
Philharmonic Orchestra: sun 5 aug : 5.00 pm.

Ahh! luckily I pwned math challenge training today. Man, I think I might as well quit it. I'm only able to attend the Scholar's trainings, and I don't understand much there.

luckily,because I had quite a bit of homework on Monday which is due tomorrow! and since Monday I had cricket, couldn't do anything at all, heh. And the subjects with the HW, u don't do the homework, u kana jack, to put it simply and crudely.

I just consciously realized today, that I love passing time by creating situations in my imagination and simulating them, involving the people in my life. And also, they always appear realistic, though sometimes i think they are biased in my favor. Ask me on MSN for elaborations. I'm rather hesitant about describing them here.

Hey Miggy, instead of that Latin Music album, can you lend me that Don Moen album with the song He Never Sleeps? or if you have a Hillsong album, other than Mighty to Save, lend me! This request goes out to Ben, Lamentations, and anyone else in my class whos willing. Thanks, yeah.

The Llama Song Lyrics

Here's a llama
There's a llama
And another little llama
Fuzzy llama
Funny llama
Llama llama
Duck

Llama llama
Cheesecake
Llama
Tablet
Brick
Potato
Llama
Llama llama
Mushroom
Llama
Llama llama
Duck

I was once a treehouse
I lived in a cake
But I never saw the way
The orange slayed the rake
I was only three years dead
But it told a tale
And now listen, little child
To the safety rail

Did you ever see a llama
Kiss a llama
On the llama
Llama's llama
Tastes of llama
Llama llama
Duck

Half a llama
Twice the llama
not a llama
Farmer
Llama
Llama in a car
Alarm a llama
Llama
Duck

Is this how it's told now?
Is it all so old?
Is it made of lemon juice?
Doorknob
Ankle
Cold
Now my song is getting thin
I've run out of luck
Time for me to retire now
And become a duck

Ok so this was the 49th post.

Here's a teaser for the 50th!! woot

Topic: Looking Back......Reflections of 1st Year

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:08 AM

http://www.google.com/tisp/

"They just don't stop do they?

Even though the service is available in North America only so far,it won't be long till it's global, and THEN what will happen..... "

That aside, today is April Fool's Day. Man, was I made one. But nevermind about that.
Only just finished reading Artemis Fowl:The Lost Colony. I KNOW, that's really late, but hey I only managed to borrow it from the school library on friday, and just started last night, so yeah.

Return to the Heart by David Lanz is a simply WONDERFUL piece of piano music. For those of you that are up to it, ask me for the score. Very emo song, forwhich it is all the more very good.

One! Two! Three!

To every broken heart in here
Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared
She told me that it's all part of the choices that you make
Even when you think you're right
You have to give to take

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

I wonder if you're listening
Picking up on the signals
Sent back from within
Sometimes it feels like I don't really know what's going on
Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here

But there's still tomorrow
Forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day
As it fades away
No more time to care
No more time, today

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

But we sing if we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing if it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason to ever fall in love

But we sing
If we're going no where
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing with out a reason to never fall in love
To never fall in love again

Wonderful song by Lostprophets. Last Train Home.

I don't mean im trying to relate to it, just that it happened to catch my ear just now.

Same goes for Behind the Waterfall by David Lanz, too.

You know, I've been wondering about something. Of course, Tim has posted about this a few months ago(i forget when exactly).

We all are separate now in secondary schools. Ok, most of us at any rate. ACS( I ), MGS,RI,RGS, etc.

Then the girls don't pay much attention to us guys much, throughout sec 1 and 2.

Its probably because our hormones start pumping earlier.

Suddenly almost every girl you know or see looks rather desirable. And you know in reality, it's not so. Conflict within yourself, leaves you unsure of everything.

Negative effects arise. i.e, lousy marks for exams, physical wellbeing goes down the drain, moodswing, bad behaviour, whatnot.

We don't tell each other what goes on inside us during this time, but we all know that it's happening to each one of us, and take comfort in the brotherhood.

Then, as they start to notice us, for some reason, we start to ignore them. Now everything happens to them, only with more magnitude, because they start to rely on those things more heavily.

We, on the other hand, become more open with each other, cracking jokes(sick or otherwise) about our so-called ''followers'' whenever given the chance.

We only wise-up a year or so later. All the better for those romantic moments, the making-ups, the dramatic moments, the emotions running strong, the anxiety, unsure-ness, just adds to the atmosphere. I know this part, because it's happening before my very eyes, amongst the IB students in my school. Aw isn't that sweet...

All this, and then, not even two years down the road, half of us are out on the streets, with no one to care for or be cared for by, just eking out a living. It's easy enough for them to find another guy, no problemo, but it's already difficult enough for us, the first time round. Even though we try our best, and sometimes we just.....fail.that's it.we give up on everything. Statistic:For every 2 women that commit suicide,3 men do the same.(recalled from memory from goodness knows where...) So, please have a care for us,yeah? Choose your one carefully. If you aren't sure, let things happen. Don't push it. Take whatever hits you, with your lips sealed.

Keep in mind that, even if it doesn't work out for you at all during this time, it isn't the end of the world. There is always and there will always be someone out there, looking out for you, from the shadows, though you may not know it. One day this person will step out, surprise you, and when you look back, everything will seem worth the trouble.

This post was for you, Karl, though I know you don't really read my blog. Just hope it goes through and helps you, yeah?Keep the love alive, brudda.

Labels: Moral Motivation...or not(take it your way)

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:25 AM

The Llama Song Lyrics

That song rocks!! so does www.badgerbadgerbadger.com HAHA lolzer.