Tuesday, February 19, 2008
RUSSELL WATSON
Catch the Tears(click to play)
To you I'm just a friend
That's where it ends
To you
That's who I am
Someone that you can come to
When somebody breaks your heart to talk to
Someone who always cares
Your heart's with someone else
But who's always there
Who's always there to catch the tears
When they fall
Who do you run to
Who do you always call
Who's there with the shoulder when you're feeling sad
When will you see me as more than that
Who's always there to catch the tears
To me You're everything
You're all I need
To me
That's who I see
Someone I love to run to
To hold in my arms and I like to come to
Someone to share my life
Your heart's with someone else
But who's standing by
Who's standing by to catch the tears
When they fall
Who do you run to
Who do you always call
Who's there with the shoulder when you're feeling sad
When will you see me as more than that
Was always there to catch the tears
Oh I wish you would see me as more than just a friend
You come to
When somebody breaks your heart to talk to
Someone who always care
Your heart's with someone else
But who's always there
Who's always there to catch the tears
When they fall
Who do you run to
Who do you always call
Who's there with the shoulder when you're feeling sad
When will you see me as more than that
Who's always there to catch the tears
Who's always there to catch the tears
Catch the tears...
Well, I wish you might listen to it. Just so you know, I can't be cheerful forever. Sometimes I'm just let down too badly.
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Thursday, February 14, 2008
-I hope you know who-. from Saif's Class| 1993 - 2008
I never knew you personally, but rest assured from the tales of your deeds I've heard, you were probably one of the bravest men present in ACSI. And amongst my acquaintances. It's just a shame we never met. Your short life must have been so eventful....
I, and everyone else who knew you, hopes with all their heart that you will rest in peace, wherever you are, for eternity. ACSI Y3'08 will always remember you in their memories. No matter what. The good die young....the brave die younger.
and so what if today was valentine's day? no one cares about it anymore. nor I. I know how hopeless I am with it, so no point maintaining any sliver of hope. I tried, and the attempt was totally ignored. so now I relent of all my pursuits into love. maybe it's just not for me. yeah it just isn't. and anyway, no one wants to care about it, Wenyi was such an important person to everyone,regardless of whether they knew him or not. I think Yr3'08 should remember 13th feb not as the eve of Valentine's Day, but the day we were brought to one of many cruel realizations: Life is too complex for you to understand. make the best of it while you still can.
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I wonder why James Horner hasn't scored for any recent films. I was just listening to his score for Titanic and it's so heartwrenching and meaningful, it's as good as Hans Zimmer. why isn't he so well known? I want to watch that movie all over again 10 times in a row now. Since I don't recall much of it.
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Monday, February 11, 2008
One Flesh
Lying apart now, each in a separate bed,
He with a book, keeping the light on late,
She like a girl dreaming of childhood,
All men elsewhere - it is as if they wait
Some new event: the book he holds unread,
Her eyes fixed on the shadows overhead.
Tossed up like flotsam from a former passion,
How cool they lie. They hardly ever touch,
Or if they do it is like a confession
Of having little feeling - or too much.
Chastity faces them, a destination
For which their whole lives were a preparation.
Strangely apart, yet strangely close together,
Silence between them like a thread to hold
And not wind in. And time itself's a feather
Touching them gently. Do they know they're old,
These two who are my father and my mother
Whose fire from which I came, has now grown cold?
Elizabeth Jennings
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
once again, the conflict of the nature of my social life arises.
I'm, ah, 'accused' of having a lot of 'girlfriends' and wasting my time and their time by even talking to them or staying in touch with any of them. Also, my mom thinks none of them are actually my friends, I just talk to them because they're pretty or popular or whatnot, and they talk to me because they'd want to suck up to me because of my schools' IB results. Basically just turn myself into some Ah Beng (like the previous post).So I'm supposed to go online seldom, and not to talk to any girl when exams are near, or my mom believes they are studying (more or less, all the time), in case they get annoyed by me, complain to their parents, who will complain to my mom who will then complain AT me and take a lot of drastic measures.
I kind of get what she's trying to say, but, honestly do any of you think I waste your time like that? Please, mom, just because all those rubbishy guys in your neighbourhood in kolkata hankered after girls like that, doesn't mean I do. nor will. ever. firstly, I can't even go anywhere without providing 101 facts about whowhatwherewhenhowwhy. secondly, it's not like girls are stupid right; they wouldn't look twice at me and I'm not stupid enough to try. thirdly, I know I care a lot about you people, perhaps too much which is why my examination grades have been declining. Hence, I intend to weather the first term out and see what's up. if they don't improve by quite a bit, I'll cut down on talking so much, as much as I may regret it.
If I eventually don't have to do so, however, just tell me when I shouldn't talk to you and I won't. And if I say something wrong, give me a chance, because otherwise it may more or less not allow me to talk to you for a long loooooong time. :( Because I don't want to feel bad(obviously), nor do I want to cause problems for anyone. Though I know i've done that often before. and I'm sorry about that.
I do realize that if I cut myself off, I probably will have more emotional conflicts for myself. But at least I'll know that I brought it upon myself. For now, can we do as I just said, yeah? Because otherwise I don't know what to dooooooooooooooo. *looks terribly lost and forlorn and lonely* yeah, attempt to emotionally blackmail there. :D it worked, right????
thank you very,very much.
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Friday, February 08, 2008
when you make calm people mad, they really,really get mad.
went to play basketball this morning. started out w/o having a bball, and that was at 6am. not exactly the best start, was it. however I managed to acquire one from someone who was SUPPOSED to turn up and so the event wasn't canceled, oh joy.
I won't bother writing about what we did and such, because Mansi did that already( I guess.)
What I will bother writing about though, is one thing that really disturbed and annoyed me. which happened earlier than halfway, when we had started playing not too soon ago. you know, of course, the usual ah bengs and ah whatnots who mosey around everywhere looking cool and trying to have a problem with whosoever's face they don't like and etc. yeah those 'things'. so. 3 of them came along presently looking for all the world as though they're good people. so they saw RD and Mansi, who are,er,um.....=X.......anw and one of them felt damn extra, so what did he do, but call out ''SEX-ay" and then quickly look away then look back, like 3 or 4 times, hoping he could get their attention. I honestly don't know if he succeeded but got daoed big time, or it totally whooshed over their heads. o.O
BUT it's the thought that counts, and I feel he was just being really, really dirty. which is maddening to me. I know I have to expect such people to behave that way but,still.......... and all the more Mansi and RD are my good friends, so what he did in their presence was as good as offensive to me, and them two of course. I was really annoyed for a few mins ( Mansi u might have noticed our points weren't increasing for a good while at one ......point) but I let it pass because he hadn't pushed the issue and just left us alone. I must say I was half-surprised one of them didn't try to take RD's bag while she wasn't looking. he looked as though he did it every other day, and probably did too. :@ so of course I fizzled out and everything was fine and dandy and the sun was shining brightly and our game was muchly a joke and we all lived happily ever after. :D I just wish those kind of people put themselves up for the Darwin Awards ( go find out what these are then you'll get it)
lol couldn't resist that last part( before the bracketed part.)
ooer don't feel so good right now. must've been the SMO qns.I KNOW IT WAS THE SMO QNS.
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