..A World of Nonsense..

last night. I let it flow freely, like i've never cried before. Come to think of it, that's sort of the case.

the final straw.

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Adi added to the nonsense at 8:02 AM

( i?) feel down.

down low.

[and happy birthday to my Dad.]

lower than the summit of Olympus Mons, inverted into the ground. a coupla times over.

I don't know how many times i've said this is it, no more, everything is going to change hence.

Let me unsurprise you with that, one last time. Because this time, I see myself for what I am:

Labels: Hollow.

Adi added to the nonsense at 8:41 AM

to stand strong.

to defeat a giant of society, without so much as a whimper.

feel the resurgence.

as they say.

oh no. tomorrow. is the last day of this school year. and we're already sec 4, one nearer to IB. but NO no typical runofthemill year end reflection future postulative summative resolute trying-to-think-in-perspective-for-the-first-time-in-a-year-like-some-failed-intelligentsia.

ha, iNyouRfacE.

I detest being categorizable/stereotypable/commonplace/herdish, I absolutely do not mind going out of my way to be different, whether for better or worse, so there. Do what you like.

that's one over you, AnCh. this isn't the last you'll know of me.

so here I go here's my shot, feet fail me not.

Adi added to the nonsense at 6:04 AM

results came out, blahblahblah. got 41 points this year, 2nd highest in class but

it SUCKS. it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks.

to me. 41 points! and I got a damned 5 points for bio this year. ONLY 6s for MATHS. BOTH. epicfail.

41 points sounds so tooting high, and my average is not even an A1. how inaccurate.
I guess my term 4 was not bad, with my 3 screwups in the least likely subject trio and my top marks in the other least likely trio. bleah. but it's a sign. I. am. going. to. get.45 points next year. regardless what it takes. I BEAT DARYL LO THIS YEAR MICHAEL YOU'RE NEXT. doubt i can catch Shaunteo/martintan/shaunlim/shaunlim/matthewlee/samuelyee/clementyue/ngqinxiang/angjiejun..
oh boy thats a lot. WELL ONWARD MARCH. yay cheesiness.

classparty today, and facebook won't let me upload the photos. shame; let someone else do it then, i dont have such great shots regardless. except for the picture which you should make an obeisance to everytime the exams come around. the 3.16 holy trinity is contained within a single picture!*kowtow*

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I JUST REALIZED WE GET TO WEAR LONG PANTS NEXT YEAR. set.

3.16>>4.16 awesome.

LOL flip carnival tomorrow. joke? I got 87 for it.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress stress STRESS. i.e. ( 7) hectic, I need to finish reading the books I bought this year ok! I'm still at the first one. Midnight's Children-|-Salman Rushdie. toodles.

Adi added to the nonsense at 4:50 AM

personal.

sacrifice.

losing out.

so that others.

can gain more.

giving up your life.

for the greater.

good.

even heartbreak cannot make me as emotional as these.

Adi added to the nonsense at 6:36 AM

haieee~

lol amusement over.

rather a few fortnights since i previously posted, hasn't it been?

well what happened in between:examinations, one of the most adrenaline-worthy periods of the year. I really love it.

but anyway, since then various developments have occurred. I don't know my results, though will naturally be learning them shortly. IBA job attachment procured at RafflesMed, whopdeedoo.

shtuff.

but everyone wants to leave me behind.
the concept of 'last man standing', gone wrong?

I think you've probably encountered my age-old adage, being socially singled out everywhere.

but then there are those around me who break their own barriers and live it out the hard way, and by golly, they sure are doing well with it. so let'sgo!

I just want to give my best to you, because you stimulate me to bring out the best in me. Thing is, there's not a lot of good left in me to bring out; can you help me replenish it all?
I know I have gone out of my way for you plenty of times, perhaps too much for comfort. Perhaps it may not have ever been obvious, for me going out of my way to do something is pretty much status quo for most others around you, but still. I try.

I HAVE a burning passion for my school, but there have been recurring thinkbacks as to whether I should try for RJC. can you guess a factor?or multiples.

hardehar, my mom said SRK looks like me. yeah how about he's got 6 cans of potential lactic acid which i'll probably never have?

you know, I don't want to have any children.
it'll be bad for her and it'll be worse for the children, lol.

dynamic in status.| cut me some slack, please? I'm starting to hate my selectively applicable outwords personality, it's time I earned myself a degree of consistency with my mannerisms.

Labels: with or without you.

Adi added to the nonsense at 6:30 AM