Friday, February 20, 2009
yeah, I got kicked out of LSY! if not, then it's really pathetic.
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
right now, at this point, I'm lost somewhere in between.
between a week of golden opportunities, and a week of miserly respite.
unbelievable, I say to myself. I'm here on my blog admist all this.
forced into doing things I absolutely don't want to,
stopped from doing things I bitterly want to do. the load, social,academic or otherwise, just doesn't seem to ease. I can't secure the complete potential of each day, something that's sorely costing me in various ways.that time, I didn't want this. I wanted something else.
but what can I say now.
nothing really.
and i'm starting to understand how Clifton might have felt over the previous year. always all over the place because of so much having to be done.
all those solitary discouragements from teachers, parents and students alike don't help either.
just once? maybe never.
hah, Year 6 Prom Nite. what prom? I won't be anywhere. I won't be. Or maybe i'll help myself to some lemonade.
I wouldn't be surprised if they cut me from the yearbook too. for no valid reason.
or honours' day. or the cca list. even the school, perhaps.
everybody has those days. why am I getting 7 at one go?
Screw tomorrow, I want nothing better than to disregard my integrity and just skip school and falsely believe I've escaped from it all. Just when I was flying high after all these years.
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Monday, February 16, 2009
coming into my own. just for that one day.
a day I will forever remember.
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Friday, February 13, 2009
today is a very special day.
and tomorrow.not for me.
never will be.exams, exams, exams. So far, so good. Maybe I'm finally getting my academics sorted out, after all these years.maybe.
everything else, is suffering miserably. just did the prefects' investiture guestbook this afternoon and man is it pathetic looking. Now the world shall see how bad my handwriting and aesthetic skills are. wait, I had those skills?
okay, I'm getting all those olympiad injustices fixed now.hah.HAH. watch out, i'm gonna kick. yo. ass.
Some person I am, eh.
Not having time to relax for 5 minutes on any day except Fridays. CCA, Prefects',Music Lessons, Exams, Homework, etc.
all those goals, dropping off one by one. first YTSO, now CWEC. and LSY just popped up out of nowhere.
I can just see myself in 3 months time. Barely existing at all.
and now there's the invest on Monday, which means my exam is after school, which means i'm missing math olympiad training, which means i'll have less time to prepare for my violin lesson, which means i will have almost no time to study for physics/do homework, which means it'll carry forward to tuesday, and there's mep after school, which means i'll have almost no time to do homework(oh snap, there's mep hw too.), and cram physics solely the night before.
this depressing movie will never end.
my posting is crap.
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